| R.I.P James Kim |
[09 Dec 2006|02:33am] |
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I was in complete shock to see on my AOL start page that James Kim had passed away on the 6th. Yes, I'm late at discovering this, but I'm a CNET fan. Especially the mp3 section, which has provided me with valuable information about other players throughout the years of the iPod craze... which sadly, is still going strong. Reading the article, it said that his family had been trapped in snow while on a trip in Oregon. He had gone out in search for help, but succumbed to hypothermia. It is such a sad story. Watching his reviews... it seems like he is still here... I can't get over it. Bless his soul. He was the mp3 king. He was a hero at the time his family need him most. This just reminds me of how sudden everything can be... ... I'm still in shock.
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| twenty five eight xD |
[20 Oct 2006|09:56pm] |
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The Gift ft. AFI - TraPhik |
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Move along, yo. =O
I swear I felt heat between us,
but that day when we were together,
my heart went cold.
Nothing against you, hun,
you're an absolute charm.
I just can't deal
with the lies and deception...
with the games we play...
I probably love you,
but as of now,
I won't allow myself
to be another one of your groupies.
I'm starting something new.
Catch up with me
whenever you decide
to get real.
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| Ahaha. Funny Bus Conversation. |
[03 Oct 2006|03:43pm] |
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Start of Something New - High School Musical |
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So... I woke up on the bus after it jolted & I look up dazed at the people in front of me, who just so happened to be two random dudes.
I realized I didn't miss my stop so I dropped my head and let it sway again. God, I love that feeling... I don't know why exactly... Anyway, I hear in the background, "Yo, see that girl in the purple?"
Purple... Er... Yea. That's me.
Dude 2: Yea.
Dude 1: She looked at you.
Dude 2: Yea, I know. Well, she looked at you, too.
Dude 1: Go talk to her.
Dude 2: Dude, she's probably older than us. (Hm. I don't actually think I am older than them. o_O)
Dude 1: That doesn't matter. & she's Hispanic. (Idk. I get that A LOT. o_O & Dude 1 was Asian. Biggg mistake, mister.)
//insert random chatter\\
Dude 2: She doesn't look like my type.
Dude 1: Why not?
Dude 2: She looks emo. & that's fine when she's young, but when she gets older she'll start seein' ghosts and shit.
AHAHA. AHAHAHA. WTF. LOL.
GHOSTS????!!!!
Oh man, freakin' hilarious.
Then they ended up talking about Dude 2's ex. I have no clue. But seriously, GHOSTS. Ahaha. I was DYING.
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| Today... I broke free. |
[25 Sep 2006|08:07pm] |
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Breaking Free - High School Musical |
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Each year... I try to improve as a person... (at least I'd like to think so)
I try to be more of a positive thinker... (TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS!)
I try to advance my knowledge... (NERDY!)
I try to be a better conversationalist... (CHATTERBOX!)
& I venture to do other things... (SKYDIVING, ANYONE?)
Auditions...
SO SCARY WAITING FOR YOUR TURN
I didn't know if I was going to squeak
or just blank out and end up not even singing...
but when you're up there...
it's all or nothing.
& it's an unbelievable feeling.
GOD. I felt LOUD, but it was great.
I got to sing "The Music of the Night" in the auditorium...
Really, I don't care if I'm not casted.
There are so many wonderful singers...
THAT KID! OMG. IDK his name (I think he's a Freshie), but he NEEDS to be Tony. He's SO amazing. Short... but AMAZING NONETHELESS. COMPLETELY MAGICAL. SO IN LOVE. LIKE. WOW.
OK. NOW. SAPHHO. & that darn Humanities paper on Oedipus Rex.
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| Fucking ARGH |
[21 Sep 2006|04:23am] |
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Gone Going - B.E.P. ft. Jack Johnson |
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I HATE GROUP PROJECTS.
I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAND IN YOUR PART AT FUCKING 5 AM,
BUT JUST HAND IN YOUR PART, MMKAY???
JEEZ.
& now, I've gotta do the Crito journal... V-ball is in approx. 2 hrs. >.>;;;;
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| Life's a STAGE... |
[19 Sep 2006|04:13pm] |
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Sky - Bennie K |
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full of drama. =\
Although FON J-POP ain't gonna happen, it's alright. Thanks to Lauren, I am in love with Bennie K. xDD I set "Sky" and "Sunrise" on repeat. lol.
I had such an A.D.D. night last night. I couldn't write anything for the Apology journal for HOURS. I ended up getting an hour of sleep... & yea, running day... 2 miles. I think I've improved in keeping a steady pace though... so yay for me. lol. =] & yay for Grace, too, 'cause she's my torture buddy. xD
House tonight. I love that man. He makes me smile. ♥
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| LIFE IS COLOURFUL |
[13 Sep 2006|10:06pm] |
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Jane - Anna Tsuchiya |
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Well, I finally finished the layout. ^_^
& I guess I shall gradually start using LJ again 'cause onesite kinda sucks and I don't really want to blog on myspace... or xanga. >.>;;
I should really do my humanities journal... really. -_-;;;
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[12 Jun 2006|12:13am] |
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Streamline - Newton |
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OUT OF NOWHERE. MY NW-E507 COMES BACK TO LIFE.
CRAZY SHIETTT!!! lol.
now... to get some new music on it... ^_^
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| Now dance your way back to Zion... |
[24 May 2006|09:34pm] |
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Roots in Stereo - P.O.D. |
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There are things I don't quite LOVE...
but I'm okay with them right now...
My parents aren't at each other's necks...
nor are they at mine.
So... that's good.
& heck, I've got some great friends that make me smile.
Madd love to y'all. =]
Some peace of mind... feels good.
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| I'm a lot like you... |
[15 May 2006|12:16am] |
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El Scorcho - Weezer |
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Listening to Weezer...
Knowing that this week might be my doom...
Haha.
Life.
<3
Geez, I'm just lying to myself again.
But it works.
So... whatever, man.
*le sigh*
Hm. Here's a confession: I want to cry. I want to be held. I want to break apart.
& ugh, walking around Chinatown with tears falling down your face is rather embarrassing.
Good news: Only my 'rents can make me cry so much. Oh, the love.
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| I am Jack's smirking revenge. |
[03 Apr 2006|02:22am] |
I finally watched Fight Club (on FX <3333). Yea. I'm pretty late. lol. & I missed the intro because I forgot about Daylight Savings. =P but it was still awesome because of EDWARD NORTON! lol. Brad Pitt ain't too shabby either. ;P
"You're fucking Marla, Tyler..."
"Uh, technically, you're fucking Marla, but it's all the same to her."
Oh my. =O
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| Confidence + 5 points |
[22 Mar 2006|06:05pm] |
I've come a long way from the girl who hides behind the counter...
So, today, some old white guy told my dad to shift his car so he could move out and my dad complied. Later, his wife starts screaming about whatever nonsense. My dad and I step out going like... WTF??? o_O; & the old white guy says "Where you come from?" My dad got SO FUCKING MAD. I was like. YO. BOTH OF YOU CALM DOWN. Though honestly, my dad had a right to be mad. So I go on with my linguistic skills to shut that son of a bitch up. Fucking wife of his was calling the cops, too... so I was like... "FINE! CALL THE COPS! LET ME TALK TO THEM!" What racist fuckers!! "Where you come from?" It's WHERE DO YOU COME FROM. & that bitch of a woman just started shouting after seeing the driver was Chinese. Oh, miss, I am READY to take this to court. Name the date. Bitch all you want. I don't even NEED a lawyer for this kind of shit.
Oh, I realized I have a HELLA LOUD VOICE WHEN I'M PISSED.
I changed a lot over the years... I'm proud of myself. I bet this sounds really freakin' stupid. <333 xD
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[27 Feb 2006|07:11pm] |
words can NOT express how PISSED i am at the SONY nw-e507. bitch. >.>
& now apple releases a 1GB version of the nano... GODDAMN. WHAT THE HELL? T_T
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| Ferguson is a damn genius. |
[22 Feb 2006|08:15pm] |
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 "one with the universe" |
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Happiness™ is fuckin' brilliant.
"We spend our lives constructing elaborate mansions made of cards- and then spend the rest of our lives waiting for someone to bump the table. Hoping for someone to bump the table. We dress for yesterday's weather. We hold our breath. We confuse our memories with who we are... A poet once wrote,'If equal affection cannot be, let the more loving one be me.' Ah, but I say to you, that poet was a fool. There is no 'more,' nor 'less,' when it comes to items of the heart. There is only need, desire, and heartache. Why do we choose the wrong person, again and again and again? Why do we choose to choose the wrong heart to hold? Is it because we are secretly in love with our own sadness, secretly in love with our own mistakes? I give you bliss. Not passion, which sparkles and sears, but bliss. Pure bliss. The bliss of eternity." (What I Learned on the Mountain - Tupak Soiree)
"Joy is not a state of being. It is an activity. Joy is a verb; it's not a noun. It doesn't exist independently of our actions. Joy is supposed to be fleeting and transitory, because it was never meant to be permanent. Mono-no-awarẻ, 'the sadness of all things.' The sadness that informs everything, even joy itself. Without that, joy cannot exist. Joy is what we do. Joy is a naked dance in the rain. Joy is pagan and absurd and tinged with lust and sadness. Bliss is not. Bliss is where we go when we die." (A Manifesto for May - Edwin de Valu)
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| w00t. my LJ works again! |
[08 Feb 2006|08:31pm] |
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Don't Tell Me - Madonna |
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For the weirdest reason... idk... LJ wasn't working for a while. I was FREAKING out. O_O; I even started up a blogger! haha. There's this really awesome dude who comments... his blog reminds me of some of my thoughts... so strange...
"Tell me love isn't true, it's just something that we do."
Haha. My life lost its magical spark. Everything's way too real now. Hmm... Maybe it's me. Recently, I've just really wanted to feel something... some kind of warmth... not this cold chill that's been repetitively going down my spine. So much negative energy, yo.
Music is love. <333 I want to go to a concert this month. >_<;
Yo. House is hot. & Prisonbreak is coming back in March. Holler! =O
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| That's some fucked up shit right thurr. |
[17 Jan 2006|06:44pm] |
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Jetsetter - Morningwood |
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So... went to library... no card... left it in other wallet... then used copier... it broke... another one... broke, too. Travel to Staples... get stuff... go to Starbucks 'cause I was damn close to falling on the street and lying there... guy fucks up my order... I wait for freakin' 3 minutes for him to get it straight... 3 trains... took WAY too long compared to usual... & I just got home... damn. what. the. fuck.
Oh whatever... Morningwood = new addiction.
Fuck boys. ;]
You've got some charm, hun, but that don't mean JACK in this part of town.
"I’ve gotten three proposals since I left home, and none have left me impressed.
It's getting much harder to say no and even harder to say yes."
Jetsetter - Morningwood
edit+
A thought on why I can never commit to a partial relationship and I pull out right when the guy starts showing that he's interested:
I know that I'll never give the same love he'll give me nor another girl can give him. I'm not at all a devoted person. I WILL inevitably bitch at people I spend a lot of time around... even if I really care about them. I'm going to have an abusive relationship. Haha. ;] "Starbucks. Grande Cinnamon Dolce Frappucino. NOW. *holds up leather whip*" jkjk. I don't want a whipped guy. Way too easy. Oh, and it just hit me, I have strange standards... o_O; Hm. Maybe I'll list 'em out so I can think all of this through. xD; Whee~ Now back to work...
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| Mentos: the Freshmaker |
[16 Jan 2006|08:25pm] |
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One Angry Dwarf and 200 Solemn Faces - Ben Folds Five |
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So...
I've been going through a bunch of ups and downs with friends and family. =\ Kinda makes me want to hurl, but whatever, I've dealt with shit before... this isn't new... feeling a tad low though.
& I don't know if I should go after this dude... 'cause honestly, my brain is telling me "STOP. NO. BAD. WTF ARE YOU THINKING, YO?", but there's a little voice that's saying "DON'T LET HIM GO! DO SOMETHING!" Ugh... I'm currently listening to my brain... =\ I sure hope it's working properly...
"Now I'm big and important.
One angry dwarf
and two hundred solemn faces,
are you?
If you really want to see me,
check the papers and the T.V.
Look who's telling who what to do.
Kiss my ass goodbye."
Ben Folds Five <3
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| "This time will pass." |
[18 Dec 2005|09:29pm] |
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like glass about to break |
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Stuck in a Moment You Can't Get Out Of - U2 |
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Honestly, I don't think I can handle this anymore...
My mom's such a wreck... I told her that dad was worried about her... and then she broke into tears.
This Christmas... I want my mom to be happy... truly happy... without any doubts in her mind.
& my dad... I don't want him to worry anymore...
<3
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| Shut the lights and start the show. |
[01 Dec 2005|06:39pm] |
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High Road - Fort Minor |
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Dayum. I remember the LP days when they first came out... I thought it was fucking GENIUS. Seventh grade... good times.
Mike Shinoda's new project: Fort Minor. His new crew is insane. So talented... Their new CD's out now. It came out last week, Nov. 22nd. I can't believe I'm so late in discovering. Shame on me. =X
"This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill,
fifteen percent concentrated power of will,
five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain,
and a hundred percent reason to remember the name!"
[Remember the Name - Fort Minor]
I NEED that CD. >.>
Edit+
Heck yea. BitTorrent rocks me. ;P Yea, I'm going to BestBuy to get the actual CD sometime... <3 for that genius, SHINODA... haha. Seriously, LP changed my life.
"It's just like a cigarette, it's something that I do
once in awhile, but between me and you,
it's just like a cigarette, nobody's really fooled.
I dont want the truth, I wanna feel fucking cool.
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We don't believe the words, we just love the way they sound.
They're acting like we're idiots, they're lying to our face.
Maybe we are idiots, we buy it anyway."
[Cigarettes - Fort Minor]
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